Sitting in this old church in China 
led me to contemplate 
about the lives of men and their spouses 
who lived decades ago, 
when they traveled to this distant land 
in the Eastern Hemisphere.
Many of these Christian ministers and laymen 
left their comfortable churches, 
even cathedrals to preach their ideology to foreigners.
They established small chapels 
where people could join in Christian fellowship 
and where some Chinese people 
accepted conversion to a new faith. 
They came to a land 
where the predominate faith was Buddhism. 
Even though their words were eloquent 
the message at times 
must have seemed formidable and gloomy. 
Even the foreigners'clothing styles 
would have appeared queer.
During this colonial time period 
missionaries emigrated to all areas of China, 
visiting small villages, distributing Bibles, 
offering divine salvation 
and preaching the word of God. 
A unanimous decision was made 
by many faiths to attempt 
to enrich the lives of others 
and to present the eloquent message of Christianity.
Some missionaries worked in the medical field 
as doctors, surgeons, nurses and dentists.
Agriculture specialists helped the farmers 
elevate their crop performance 
to provide better nutrition for the people. 
Finally there were teachers 
who ran the mission schools. 
All had to be very versatile at their work. 
These people proved to be an inspiration 
for others to follow in their footsteps. 
Earnings from all these areas 
would go back into further mission work 
to fulfill their mandate.
In retrospect, my fascination with this historical era 
may have been kindled in childhood. 
While visiting my grandparent's home 
every Thanksgiving, I was allowed to examine 
the fascinating ornaments from the Orient. 
There were delicate elephant sculptures 
carved from ivory, lacy sandalwood fans 
and an imposing brass Buddha. 
Best of all, I was allowed 
to don an exquisite silk embroidered jacket 
and play with a blue and tan parasol 
which was adorned with 
sprays of plum blossoms and tiny buds. 
It was then I was introduced 
to an exotic new world.
Maybe this too, 
is partly what lured me to this country.
Under a new regime in China, 
government statesmen questioned 
what justification these foreign ministers 
had in their country. 
Subsequently, the morality of the instruction was questioned. 
The pendulum swung the other way 
and church people would no longer be welcome 
to impart their message. 
A plea to reconsider the decision was unsuccessful. 
Diplomats also would be required to leave the country. 
It would be a long time 
before visas would be issued to foreign people, 
to again live in China.
And so here I am! 
The clearance  for my visitor's visa 
had been administered swiftly. 
My surroundings aroused in me a sense of heritage. 
Today, sitting here pondering, 
allowed me to be a participant 
rather than just a spectator 
in a new chapter of China's history.







