I still feel like that loser kid in high school': Lady Gaga reveals her insecurities with a flood of tears during HBO documentary

　　Lady Gaga often appears to be the epitome of confidence with her assortment of outrageous, 'barely there' outfits and amazing live performances in front of sell-out crowds. But the pop superstar showed a softer side and let her insecurities come to the surface during a revealing clip from a forthcoming HBO documentary about her US Monster Ball tour. The 25-year-old singer is filmed in black and white in her dressing room, where she breaks down in tears while talking about her fame and her fans, whom she calls her Little Monsters.

　　25岁就享誉世界的话题明星Lady Gaga在自己的美国巡回演唱会"Monster Ball"接受美国电视台HBO的关于她的纪录片拍摄采访时，大曝自己的学生时代的秘密感悟，在黑白纪录片中，Lady Gaga小姐在化妆室满面泪水，首次在镜头中脱下华丽面具谈论起自己的功成名就后的感觉，在内心独白中向自己的粉丝们坦诚了许多自己的心事。

　　In the preview Gaga, real name Stefani Germanotta, is seen preparing for a show at Madison Square Garden in New York. She explains how she felt wound up on her way to the show and the responsibility she feels for her loyal army of fans. Gaga says: 'I still sometimes feel like a loser kid in high school and I just have to pick myself up and tell myself that I'm a superstar every morning so that I can get through this day and be for my fans what they need for me to be.

　　由HBO拍摄的黑白纪录片中，粉丝们惊奇地看到LadyGaga竟然有“不为人知”的一面。Ladygaga在纽约开唱前崩溃痛哭，失声泪下应对采访，她在后台忍不住向化妆师哭诉，称觉得自己在学生时代是个彻彻底底的“失败者”，每天早上都要提醒自己是“巨星”。此外，LadyGaga表示觉得外界一直不断打击压迫她，而且她觉得她肩负“保护粉丝”的重任，必须反击来保住自己的“粉丝王国”，她还哭着称外界只看到了她的假发和口红，却没看到她真正的演出精神。

　　Distraught: The singer battles to contain herself as she continues to speak to the camera during the forthcoming documentary 'But sometimes I still feel like people are trying to destroy me. I cannot be destroyed, I will not be destroyed and you will never destroy the kingdom that is my fans.' The footage was shot during Gaga's Monster Ball tour in the States.

　　LadyGaga在纪录片中哭诉：“我始终觉得人们一直在试图毁灭我，然而，我是不可能被毁灭的。也绝不可能在将来被毁灭，我拥有热爱我的粉丝，由粉丝们建立起来的坚强王国是不可能被摧毁的。”