我的梦想是成为一个成功的艺术家，这些是我的画

My Dream Is To Become A Successful Artist And These Are My Paintings

我的梦想是成为一个成功的艺术家，这些是我的画

So now, in the midst of my first solo show, I am thinking about my career, why I do this, is it too selfish not to be a doctor or someone more sensible.

所以现在，在我第一次个人表演的时候，我在想我的事业，为什么我要做这个，不当医生或者其他更理智的职业是不是太自私了。

Three years ago, my father passed away, I was living in Germany, working as an entry-level landscape architect. I just realized I had made it, I was working in a nice studio on big projects. I was dreaming about it for the past 5 years at the University. However, faith came around and reminded me that my passion was to paint, that art was not a weekend thing, but a goal. I remembered how I was daydreaming about being a successful artist, having a gallery and painting for a living. I don't know how I managed to forget that, but one day I remembered.

三年前，我的父亲去世了，我住在德国，是一名初级的景观设计师。我意识到我成功了，我在一个很棒的工作室里做大项目。我在大学里已经梦想了五年了。然而，信仰的到来提醒我，我的热情是绘画，艺术不是一个周末的事情，而是一个目标。我记得我是如何做白日梦的，我想成为一个成功的艺术家，有一个画廊和绘画谋生。我不知道我是怎么忘记的，但有一天我想起来了。

I had to realize that no one would come to me and tell me: "Hi, you are an artist now. Please, take this studio, you will paint here and we will admire you." I had to work for that, I had to study more, do more and put myself out there.

我必须意识到，没有人会来找我，告诉我:“嗨，你现在是一个艺术家。请买下这间画室，你在这里作画，我们会欣赏你的。”我必须为之努力，我必须多学习，多做，让自己全力以赴。

So I went back to my home in Bulgaria and decided to try it. I had some money saved and just started to study, paint and share more. And three years later - I am still doing it, which I consider a success because there were some close calls when I thought I wouldn't make it.

所以我回到保加利亚的家，决定尝试一下。我存了一些钱，开始学习、画画和分享。三年后，我仍然在做这件事，我认为这是成功的，因为有几次我差点没能成功。

The art speaks more than I can, but yes, it is about my feelings and how I perceive the world - actually, all art is, I guess.

艺术比我能说的更多，但是的，它是关于我的感觉和我如何感知世界——实际上，我想，所有的艺术都是。

Thanks for reading this little story. I hope you like my artwork.

谢谢你读这个小故事。希望你喜欢我的作品。