Drake Bell is sharing more details about the abuse he survived from Nickelodeon dialogue coach Brian Peck.

德雷克·贝尔分享了尼克国际儿童频道对话教练布莱恩·派克虐待他的更多细节。

In an interview with mental health podcast Luminosity, the former Drake & Josh star discussed the thought process that led him to tell his mother about the repeated sexual abuse he was enduring as a teenager. “I started to see through everything he was doing,” Bell said of Peck, who was ultimately sentenced to 16 months in prison in 2004 as a result of Bell’s John Doe sexual abuse case against him. “I started to see, Whoa, is he doing this to other people? Are there other kids that he’s working with that this is happening to, and they’re just in the same position as me and aren’t gonna say anything, and are scared and don’t want this to affect their family life, their home life, their professional life, their ability to move forward in this crazy business?”

在接受心理健康播客Luminosity的采访时，这位曾出演德雷克和乔什乐队(Drake & Josh)的明星讨论了他告诉母亲自己青少年时期反复遭受性虐待的想法过程。“我开始看透他所做的一切，”贝尔谈到佩克时说。佩克最终因贝尔对他的约翰·多伊性侵案而于2004年被判处16个月监禁。“我开始看到，哇，他会对别人这么做吗?”是否还有其他孩子也遇到了这种情况，他们和我的处境一样，什么也不会说，他们很害怕，不想让这件事影响他们的家庭生活、家庭生活、职业生涯，以及他们在这个疯狂的行业中前进的能力?”

Bell said that reflecting on the possibility of Peck abusing more children at the time or in the future inspired him to open up to his mother. “I think that’s another reason why I felt that I had to tell my mom, that yes, this is what was happening, was because I was so concerned at his behavior with other people, with other young kids like me, that I couldn’t imagine it,” he said. “And I know that it wouldn’t be, but I felt that in a certain way, it would be almost on my shoulders if something happened that could’ve been prevented had I said something sooner. So I was really being tortured with that thought process.”

贝尔说，考虑到佩克当时或将来可能会虐待更多的孩子，这促使他向母亲敞开心扉。他说:“我觉得我必须告诉妈妈的另一个原因是，是的，事情就是这样。因为我很担心他和其他人在一起的行为，和其他像我这样的孩子在一起的行为，我无法想象。”“我知道这是不可能的，但我觉得在某种程度上，如果我早点说的话，本来可以避免的事情发生了，我几乎要承担责任。”所以我真的被这个思维过程折磨着。”

Bell publicly identified himself as the John Doe in Peck’s case for the first time in Quiet on Set: The Dark Side of Kids TV. In the Investigation Discovery docuseries’ third episode, the actor detailed the “extensive” abuse he faced from Peck while they both worked on The Amanda Show in the early 2000s. Bell said that the turning point of the experience came when he told his mother about Peck’s abuse, which led her to immediately call the police, who eventually used Bell himself to elicit a confession from Peck on a phone call.

在《安静的片场:儿童电视的黑暗面》中，贝尔首次公开承认自己是派克案件中的无名氏。在《调查发现》纪录片的第三集中，这位演员详细描述了他在21世纪初与佩克在《阿曼达秀》合作时遭受的“广泛”虐待。贝尔说，这段经历的转折点出现在他把派克的性侵告诉他的母亲时，这导致她立即打电话给警察，警察最终通过贝尔亲自在电话中让派克招供。

Elsewhere in the Luminosity interview, Bell also implied that he feared for his life during certain "very scary" interactions with Peck. “There were moments when I was very terrified," he said. "I mean, he’s got a painting by John Wayne Gacy on his wall, and there’s times when he would be so angry."

在Luminosity的其他采访中，贝尔还暗示，在与派克的某些“非常可怕”的互动中，他担心自己的生命安全。“有时候我非常害怕，”他说。“我的意思是，他的墙上挂着一幅约翰·韦恩·盖西的画，有时候他会很生气。”

Bell continued, “There would be things that he would say and do, and the way that he would do things, and while I was experiencing the abuse.... The line could be crossed into, ‘I don’t know what could happen here. I don’t know if I’m gonna make it out.’”

贝尔继续说道:“他会说一些事情，做一些事情，以及他做事的方式，当我经历虐待....“我不知道这里会发生什么。”我不知道我能不能活下来。’”

Due to loose hiring policies and his good reputation among many powerful Hollywood figures, Peck worked on productions of other kids TV shows after his release from prison. Bell previously recalled seeing the registered sex offender at a restaurant with a group of teen boys after serving time for molesting him.

由于宽松的雇佣政策和他在许多有影响力的好莱坞人物中的良好声誉，派克在出狱后参与了其他儿童电视节目的制作。贝尔之前回忆说，在因骚扰他而服刑后，他曾在一家餐馆与一群十几岁的男孩在一起。