When I saw you in the bar,

当我在酒吧里见到你时

I took advantage of an opportunity

我就抓住了机会

because I wanted to be a good reporter.

因为我想当名优秀的记者

I wanted to be the guy

我想成为 为了故事

that would do anything for the story,

会倾尽一切的男人

but I promise you though,

但我发誓

I didn't know I was going to fall in love with you.

我当时不知道我会爱上你

Don't.

别说了

I've lied about a lot of things.

我撒了很多谎

Ezra, don't!

以斯拉 别说了

I've lied about a lot of things.

我撒了很多谎

But I have never lied to you, not once

但我爱你这件事 自始至终

about how I feel about you.

我都没骗过你

When we started getting serious,

从我们开始认真交往的时候

I stopped writing the book.

我就没有再写下去了

I started my research back up again when we broke up

分手后我才又开始调查

and that's how I knew that Alison was still alive.

所以我才知道艾莉森还活着

When I think about how I defended you

一想到面对我的家人和朋友

to my family and my friends.

我一直在竭力维护你

And the whole time you were...

而你却一直在...

you were using me.

一直在利用我

I'm sorry, I'm such an idiot.

我真的很抱歉 我是个笨蛋

I'm such an idiot. I'm a jerk.

我是天底下最蠢的蠢货 我就是个混蛋