i'm about to dash off to meet sean for our day together and can hardly wait to see him. i feel like a schoolgirl with a big crush. i know you're probably all sick of hearing about him, but you knowhow it is when you're ina new relationship. everything is so exciting and it's hard to think of anvone other than the person you are dating.

今天要和西恩出去，我得赶快准备，已经等不及要见他了。我觉得自己像个很迷恋某个男生的女学生一样。我知道你们大概都懒得再听他的事了，不过谈一段新恋爱都会那样嘛!每件事都让人觉得好兴奋，除了和你约会这个人以外，很难还会想到别人。

i never thought i would feel this way again. i can't believe how sad and lonely i was only a couple of months ago. everything changed so quickly when i made up my mind to pursue happiness instead of waiting for it to fall in my lap. i used to mope around the house all the time feeling sorry for myself when all i had to do was get up, go outside and see how beautiful life can be. i only wish i had done it sooner.

真的没想到我还会有这种感觉。真不敢相信几个月前会那么哀伤、那么孤单。从我下定决心追求幸福而不是等幸福自己掉下来那时起，一切变得好快:.那时该做的是起床、走到外面，然后看看生活有多么美妙，我却反而老待在屋里闷闷不乐、自怨自艾。要是早点改变就好了。