Amnesiac
遗忘
No use, no use, now, begging Recognize!
现在,必须承认,祈求无用,根本无用!
There is nothing to do with such a beautiful blank but smooth it.
任何事与这么美丽的空白无关,抚平它。
Name, house, car keys,
姓名,房子,汽车钥匙,
The little toy wife—
那个小玩偶妻子——
Erased, sigh, sigh.
被抹去了,悲叹,悲叹。
Four babies and a cooker!
四个婴儿和一个炉灶!
Nurses the size of worms and a minute doctor
呵护幼虫的大小,仔细的医生
Tuck him in.
将他裹好。
Old happenings
许多陈年旧事
Peel from his skin.
从他的皮肤脱落。
Down the drain with all of it!
全部排泄出去!
Hugging his pillow
抱着他的枕头
Like the red-headed sister he never dared to touch,
犹如那红发女子,他从不敢触摸,
He dreams of a new one—
他梦想着一位新人——
Barren, the lot are barren!
不孕的,注定是不孕的!
And of another color.
另一种颜色。
How they’ll travel, travel, travel, scenery
他们将去旅游,旅游,旅游,风景
Sparking off their brother-sister rears
在他们兄妹后面闪烁
A comet tail!
彗星尾巴!
And money the sperm fluid of it all.
还有钱,所有的精液。
One nurse brings in
一位保姆带来
A green drink, one a blue.
绿色的饮料,一位带来蓝色的。
They rise on either side of him like stars.
它们如星星在他两边升起。
The two drinks flame and foam.
两种饮料在起火焰,起泡沫。
O, sister, mother, wife,
哦,姐姐,母亲,妻子,
Sweet Lethe is my life.
甜蜜的遗忘河是我的生活。
I am never, never, never coming home!
我永远,永远,永远不会回家!
(1962/10/21. pp.232—233. No. 189)
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